Tuesday, May 24, 2005
i don't see the point in going.
went to the gym to watch movie.
was damn bored,
so i fell asleep.
so much for movies.
then later my class went to see mrs das.
you can expect what happened.
we kanna-ed from her.
she said my class has an attitude problem.
i was thinking,
if we produced good results,
would they say the same thing to us?
i bet they would be treating us like some angels.
and the worst is,
someone has to act like an angel in front of everyone.
it so make me wanna puke please.
eew.so unlike her.
feeling very stressed out.
its like if end of year don't do well,
by hook or by crook,
we gotta drop.
haiis.
and the worst thing is the syllabus is gonna get tougher.
i so do not know how the hell i'm going to cope.
physics is so tough.
the so called easy chapters,
i can't really cope already.
haiis.my class is getting smaller.
many people gotta drop.
pathetic.
and i'm not going to OBS afterall.
gave my form to dyan instead.
i think its wasted but then i don't really care.
half of me wanna go,half of me don't.
i just don't have the mood to camp right now.
during june holidays,
i guess i gotta give up finding a job?
i gotta mug real hard.
i have got no choice.
i just hope that when i say i wanna mug,i really will.
cause most of the time,
i do opposite of what i say.
haiis.
i must be a nerd,nerd,nerd.
no life.
just study.
=/
oh gosh.
seems so weird man.
hope i'm able to do it.
deliver the results and prove everyone wrong.
especially my mum,
who seriously is not glad with any results that i have given her.
yesyes.
tomorrow is the so called last day of school for dyan and i.
(:
haha.
she know i know can already.
anyway,thanks for the chocolates yeah dyan.
:)
when can i be myself once again?